Who thought that life can have so many lessons for us, one thing I came to realise and this only comes with experience is that everyone in our lives is there to teach us a lesson and that lesson will be the thing that either saves you or breaks you. The people, who we dislike, make us angry or tearful are the people that test us make us better and stronger. Failed relationships hurt and they leave bruises and scars that might not heal for a while and in the time while its healing the situation still hurts and drives to extreme emotional pains but at the end of the day when it’s healed you know what not to do and what to do if you have appraised the situation correctly and holding grudges is not the correct way as it harbours the effects and does not allow you to move forward. All this coupled with re-exposure will just cause anxiety within yourself and not the person who moved on. All the people that I’ve lost due to misunderstandings and broken hearts I think it’s time to move on but as for the above. I know you need him to make you stronger because all I’ll do is protect you and you won’t learn to fly on your own but the thunder storms in the sky will knock you down at times but I’ll be on the ground to catch you when that happens. Best way I can express love to you right now is this… because love as a primary expression needs to go through mercy.

It’s funny how pretty people makes those they deem less pretty, feel insecure about themselves when in actually reality they’re the one who take part in ridiculous diet plans and beauty and exercise regimes just to stay that way… in this light who is the real insecure one? But I digress. You see this every day in relationships but what really shocks me is how ignorant we can be, but because the book really is judged by the cover and never really thinking of how impressive the quality of the read can be, if only we took the time to open up the book. It’s extremely sad when to think because of how he/she looked you gave up the world because when I think in terms of my logic, though fallible. People who think themselves to be unattractive or if society told them this, they had to develop a personality because that was the only thing they could lean on, so they have all the characteristics we dream of in a partner just without the Jennifer Lopez or the Brad Pitt looks and all they ever wanted was a chance and someone to love them back… how sad is this? Breaks my heart thinking of it… instead of being with someone who wants to give you their heart and world you judge and break them down. Beautiful how “beauty” facilitates ignorance and cruelty don’t you think? You date someone who you deem beautiful and what you don’t see is the strain that comes with that person, everyone looks and wants what you have so they fight for it and you have to fend them all off so it’s a constant battle to keep her or him, don’t get me wrong I’m not saying all “beautiful” people are the same because beauty is measured differently and there are the exceptions, there are those blessed with both external beauty and internal beauty. These are the rare people out there but not extinct, it’s just that life as well as society has instilled this stigma that y9ou need to “beautiful” in order to make something of yourself and what’s sad is that we follow these trends never anticipating that this course of actions isn’t fulfilling but the opposite, instead of following our hearts we worry about what others are thinking. Personality trumps all and makes relationships meaningful that’s all I’m saying so please don’t tread on others people dreams just because you think you are pretty